
DONATED BLOOD FOR THE FIRST TIME! :D
well, was a little sad cos' im the only one who's eligible to donate. :(
and, well.
Today, i think different schools got different kinds of conversation
on a bus, thou i've only analysed these 3
IT and ENG school:
Eh, the zombie hor damn imba.
Walao, i stun him then he -blahblahblah-
Eh, i tried the demo alrd, but dont have the camp site.
DES school:
Eh, what's your concept?
How's your model? What did -insert lecturers name- say?
HUH? monday's crit?!
but why?
ATE VEGGIE at 12:07 AM
Wg: You dunno? EVD and RHD switching a lecturer.
sm: WTF?
Wg: My classmate told me some thomas from RHD is coming over.
shock of my life...
ATE VEGGIE at 3:39 AM

Date: 8 November 2009, Sunday
O.M.G
when i thought there's 2 or 3 more weeks.
it's actually this sunday. and i really hope submission isnt this monday.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:02 AM

im still alive people :)
ATE VEGGIE at 2:41 AM

woke up at 4am.
Start at 7:20
Back at 8:26
Clocked 12.2km
Done.
After these few years,
Ugly truth still seems to surface.
-shrugs-
ATE VEGGIE at 8:20 PM

im here blogging, thanks to lim ziyu.
who introduced this book to me ( thou i read it online )
well, not to mention the poor designed cover page..
and also the models for it ( COS THE GIRL IS AS TALL AS THE GUY )
it's quite good.
to be exact. i would say this is the only "book" that
i've actually finished.
:)
ATE VEGGIE at 3:36 AM
Wednesday: Its Dinner dating with muiling
. walked around and got myself a wonderfull pocket Tee.
Thursday: a day with sheraine. :D and around singapore in 12 hours.
Went queensway in the afternoon to meet sheraine, then went back to tampines
to meet shu hui and cheryl for TAFFY! ( A DAMN CUTE DOG )
afterwards went to aljunied basketball centre for SJAB duty. and back to HQ and to realise
the rest are at geylang. and of course, its back to bedok again.
so the trip for the day's
Bedok - Queensway - Tampines - Aljunied - Lavender - Geylang - Bedok.
:S
and today's a new hair cut, and to wait for my bro to perm his hair.
after that, is to wait for cheng to get her hair dyed.
cheng and i went for some window shopping till the night and woah.
met lots of design peeps over there.
and also to realise im NOT that skinny afterall! :D:D
and tmr's a pathetic roller blading session. hopefully it will be fun.
REST WELL ZIYU!
ATE VEGGIE at 1:38 AM

i got rejected...

well, who cares, im gonna go ikea with her to get our furnitures for the new home!

OUCH!

and notice the leg didnt reach?

well, went to some pot luck today with SJ peeps.
the place is, one word " shiok "
pool, wii, KTV, Bar counter, everything in one!
ATE VEGGIE at 2:02 AM
am i pessimistic?
or am i just too optimistic all the while...
till i found out the truth.
the image never fails to haunt me
ATE VEGGIE at 12:41 AM
working out in the middle of the night is fun,
but the haze failed me after a round around my neighbourhood.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:18 AM

woots, it was fun, yet boring at times.
putting maps and stones in each others tins.
disturbing zhaomin's johnnie walker.
admiring the pretty usher.
and did i mention the pass is damn nice, cos its yellow and black.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:33 AM
back home,
shagged, coughing still.
ATE VEGGIE at 4:04 AM
My nose just ran a marathon, still, running thou
ATE VEGGIE at 1:38 AM
i feel like singing, but my throat is sore.
i feel like running, but my body's rejecting, instead my nose's doing the job.
i feel like thinking otherwise, but i can't find the reason to.
ATE VEGGIE at 11:53 PM
Jogging in the midnight was quite fun in fact.
not to mention i ran pass a rat thats all.
and, shin chan's author just pass away
how can that ever happen. so what's going to happen to shin chan :((((
well, rest in peace Yoshito Usui..
ATE VEGGIE at 2:53 AM
i've made my mind clear,
but, you messed it up again.
ATE VEGGIE at 3:17 AM
Glad that there's someone there to hear me out.
to rant out my angers.
thanks siwei :)
(thou you always ignore my msn msg!)
ATE VEGGIE at 2:06 AM

it's all my fault. Even thou i've no intention to.
i tried to help, i became the bad guy.
i wanted to help, i became the bad guy.
i kept silence, i became the bad guy.
i tried to reason, im still, the bad guy.
ATE VEGGIE at 1:02 AM

1. Nike+ 10km Run
2. New balance 15km Real Run
$58.20
ATE VEGGIE at 1:12 AM
inspiration isnt approaching,
my steps aint lifting.
huey miin has been complaining,
dateline's, too, reaching.
a few advice over here for sm.
Tuesday: FINALISE YOUR merchandise display and do a few perspective of it.
Wednesday: consult and finalise on the plan/sections/elevation draftings in autoCAD.
Thursday: consult and start to work on the A0 storyboard.
Friday: Finalise the storyboard, print if possible. and off you go to work.
Saturday: thanks for my gei kiang-ness, Stjohn for the whole day.
Sunday: drag your "long" legs to work please.
Monday: FINISH YOUR MODEL PLEASE.
Tuesday: JUDGEMENT DAY.
oh did i mentioned about detailed drawings, material board, and powerpoint slides for final presentation?
ATE VEGGIE at 1:14 AM
Met up with olivia the long lost sister ytd was great,
Met ice and friends after work was unexpected as well.
it was a long day, but i get to see friends whom i havent been seeing for quite some time :D
kaya toast was delicious in the morning with family.
Family outing is still as funny as always,
Artlantis and Archicad are still like some ancient writing im figuring out,
tmr's presentation for me and im still unprepared for it.
and yet im going off for work now. :S
ATE VEGGIE at 3:16 PM

the past and the present...
ATE VEGGIE at 11:20 PM

Bye allie, nothing much to say. ( what i meant is you know what i've to say! haha )

(:
oh well, today was final destination day. was alright, thou plot is really weak in
my opinion. its really gross lah, i just got to agree with it.
but thanks to it, my arm almost broke. literally. :S

and i need/want a punching bag, literally literally.
ATE VEGGIE at 12:58 AM

Life changes,
Bus route change,
Bus route sceneries change,
flavours change,
preference change,
habit change,
people change,
i've changed,
you've, too, changed.
there must be an answer to all,
but its definitely not with me...
ATE VEGGIE at 1:40 AM

oh well, working's such a chore.
but friends there neutralize, or in fact make it all worth while.
where are you crystal! im totally out of parkway! ask that rey
to put us closing together! again! we're suppose to be the best closing partners!
ATE VEGGIE at 12:54 AM

I always have difficulties sharing things with others.
its either i dont trust/want/dare to share.
or people aint there/refuse to share with me
or rather, i just prefer keeping it to myself.
ohwell,
its just another invisible rant,
ATE VEGGIE at 12:45 AM
a wrong step, literally.
ATE VEGGIE at 6:34 PM


1 hr 12mins
ATE VEGGIE at 12:34 AM

am i not supposed to?
ATE VEGGIE at 2:12 AM

i needa keep my eyes open, for the never-ending assignments.
ATE VEGGIE at 1:27 AM
"when we sae busy we r busy but we still hav tym one jus tt we r lazy to find tym out"
got sort of told off, after yet another rejection
so, now i look at this sentence, i really hope i would have the luxury to say it.
yet, im not angry. maybe a little pissed.
more of myself in fact.
i dont know why,
like what ziyu said, im bad at expressing myself.
just when i think doing a few silly dances can make me feel better
ATE VEGGIE at 1:14 AM
okay, blogger's having its period, again.
no fancy pictures, no fancy aligning.
i just need more frigging time,
-p2,
-pcomDi ( when it havent even started yet )
-Berrylite
thanks to these, i rejected a freelance autocad job.
damn sad, its what i've always been looking forward to straight after i took Digital drafting.
and not to mention, i saw this company by this famous italian architect
"Skills Qualifications: Very good knowledge of AutoCad, 3D max Studio, Photoshop"
okay i wanted to bold/enlarge font of "3D max studio"
why the fuck do they make us learn archicad.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:59 AM

i saw one above
ATE VEGGIE at 1:15 AM

how pathetic,
i spent my day at berrylite today, doing my assignment, alone.
and in a few hours time, im going to NLB
to do my assignment again, ALONE. for a few hours at least...
alone's the word.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:26 AM

okay a random but cool pic.
thanks to sandyyyyyyyy.
projects never seems to end
its like the more i do, the more things i need to add in.
:S
ATE VEGGIE at 1:07 AM

If only I’m a writer, I will be able to write out all my feelings..
If only I’m a singer, I will be able to sing out what I feel..
If only I’m an artist, i will be able to paint out what's deep down inside..
But afterall, I’m just a sad little clown,
that got to keep my big red mouth shut, and to swallow all my prides to mime out my life.
ATE VEGGIE at 12:29 AM

i've tried to maintain a smile.
ATE VEGGIE at 1:43 AM

reached home early and wanted to go for a jog.
msged my brother and to only realised that he alrd finished his jogging.
oh well, i took up all the courage and jog, myself, alone.
i think im damn cool. LOL. oh well, after a near 2km run.
my legs failed me.
after that was soccer with friends.
till now? oh well. both my legs suffered so much today.
its time to have a rest.
i hate group works. seriously
ATE VEGGIE at 3:00 AM
i took a step back,
to think of my friends,
friends whom i've lost, and got forgotten by.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:13 AM
OMG! i haven been training for my bay run.
and im seriously regreting going for 10km run!
6km should be enough alrd,
boh dai boh ji spend extra $18 to suffer 4km more.
siao leh.
" why you look so sad? "
" cannot sad meh?"
"can~"
ATE VEGGIE at 2:26 AM
having the siren blasted at the time of 2am in the morning.
chasing 10 teenagers who're all cycling their way to ECP via eunos.
being "ordered" to sit in rows and asked for ICs for data.
after 30mins of checking, another few vehicles whereby
red and blue lights are on top of it were in the way and
changing the route to HDBs is the solution to save time.
night cycling wont be that fun if you aint get caught
by police.
and.....

how pretty can the girl counting 2nd from the right be.
awww~
ATE VEGGIE at 3:00 AM

10km competitive run :D
ATE VEGGIE at 2:37 AM
i cant find a particular word or sentence to express my current feeling.
have been typing and backspacing for the pass few minutes.
somehow, i just feel that the whole world is on one side, and im on the other.
ATE VEGGIE at 5:42 PM
一波未平,一波又起。
两波未平,另一波又起
tsk.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:10 AM

the ability to tear,
a blessing, or a curse.
ATE VEGGIE at 4:19 AM

what i need now is a mask.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:16 AM

Clouds are such beautiful element. Esp during the night,
looking at it floating around the vast sky. Revealing the hidden bright stars one by one....
if only life is as interesting
ATE VEGGIE at 3:15 AM

Alone, among the crowd.
sometimes being alone is a nightmare.
but in some other times,
i just enjoy isolating myself from the crowd..
ATE VEGGIE at 3:09 AM

Just finished Boys Over Flower.
its one week since i last watched episode 24. and i just finished 25th.
the last one.
somehow i just cant bear to leave this show.
oh well, the show's great overall.
so does the songs :D
ATE VEGGIE at 2:12 AM

Car wash day!

Picnic~

working's fun with fun colleagues.
working's fun with fun customers
oh well, one flaw is that working isn't as fun when you're sick.
i've so much stuff to do.
yet so little time, 6weeks of holiday isnt enough, really.
ATE VEGGIE at 1:49 AM

oh well, wanted to blogged something retard, and random stuffs,
as usual. but, my mood somehow restricted me to do so.
i believe songs do affect my mood and thinking alot,
maybe not the lyrics, but the tune may be strong enough to do so.
well, if nothing has ever happened, i believe it's quite impossible for
what aboved mentioned to happen anyway.
im such a failure.
ATE VEGGIE at 1:21 AM

was, looking thru the photos, memories came flooded into my mind.
oh well..
worked for the 2nd day, and my bro got this lobang of taking
temperature at hospital or airport, $7 per hour.
i was quite tempted, and he sent in my name,
omg.. imagine i got shortlisted, and i've 2 jobs.
wahhhhh i'll be damn busy/tired everyday.
oh well, but the $$$$$$$$$$.
will be alot eh, but i donno what to do with it also,
i've been saving and saving and saving all my money,
ang baos, monthly pocket money, and more angbaos money.
oh well, working is to kill time, to gain experience.
money is a bonus :D
as if.....
ATE VEGGIE at 3:18 AM

randomness.
so, first day in berrylite.
it was hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll Tedious. all these dont only
worth 4.50per hour, neither does it worth 5.00.
really, so much to do, so little got to earn.
but well, at least the people there are friendly and nice.
oh well, money aint easy to earn afterall.
ATE VEGGIE at 3:44 AM
"My life is surrounded by selfish people."
like really, few days back was CCN car wash.
well, some people just cant make an effort to come down and help.
1.complaining the discussion was not held when you pple are around,
2.busy with your own "vote for fucking me" stuff when we're washing our ass off.
3.whining that its boring and dirty.
dont understand how the brain of people like this works.
programed to think of themselves only.
OH WELL, it was tiring but fun experience afterall.
and that marks the start of my 6 weeks holiday.
:D
ATE VEGGIE at 3:18 PM
oh my, it was such a long time since i last blogged, so many stuff to blog about!
FIRSTLY! last sunday
i found a bunch of ants NESTING (eww) at my...
LAPTOP ( HOLY MOLY )
it was damn gross i swear, consider i love ants when im a kid,
i always bring down my biscuit to this particular nest of theirs.
to feed them! and now im so irritated by just the sight of these ants.
so, as you noe, my house TV broke down, i watched this movie named
Baby And Me
awww, aint the baby cute~
And of cos the monday, where the final episode of Po Jian Er Chu is being shown,
MY NEW TV HAVEN ARRIVE YET!
so, thanks to
jaclyn chan jia ling
from RHD year 2,
08012492I
S90281822J
i got to watch ittttttttttttttt :D

really appreciate it! thanks jac!
and final tattoo speech was horrible,
ATE VEGGIE at 10:16 PM

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK.
( okay i noe the mouth shape doesnt shows it )
damn irritated by everything around me now,
my TV is spoilt for 2 days. omg, i missed my
Po Jian Er Chu show, 2 episodes! its okay, but i believe
its LAST 2 episodes! goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
oh well, my maid hasnt been cleaning my god damned table after
numourous times i've told her, oh well, how am i suppose to
work at my desk these few days now!
when supposedly i've Archicad/artlantis shit which i havent been touching
it since 3 thousand days ago, and of course
my final speech for PS.
lesson at 3- 6, and 6-9 sux, cos when you reached home,
you wont wanna do your work! like after a whole tiring day.
and the next day you'll just sleep all the way till lesson's gonna start
and you'll rush out of your house and the cycle continues.
sorry for all these ranting and wall of text.
im just tired of these.
oh well, on a happy side, thanks for those stuffs and effort and time
for those birthday surprises and all! esp to my classmates yea,
thou its like a week alrd, but still, :D thanks alot!
ATE VEGGIE at 11:09 PM



yea just some works from archicad and artlantis,
programes for these sort. yea. it was hell tedious.
but still, its quite fun afterall, cos its like building
a house of your own, just like sims, just that the person wont move.
and oh well, monday got to hand up a draft speech
for public speaking, a 3mins one. i haven even got an idea
of what topic to give a speech on. die.
and, lastly, (;
im 18years and 1 day old!
A big Thankyou
for those
pple who wished me via all sorts of means,
and of cos those bunch of siao pple on friday.
i had lotsa fun yea,
NOW I NEED THE PICTURES!
oh, lets all pray 7691 will 中头奖 for tmr kay.
:D
ATE VEGGIE at 1:56 AM

from left to right:
Sheng ming, Wancheng, Jaclyn ( 153cm )
according to jaclyn, she claims that my leg is 90cm long (short?)
and it was proven that jaclyn's legs length = SM's leg's length.
that means jaclyn legs are 90cm long.
and her overall height is 153 tall, ( short ? HA )
so, i shall make a equation out of these facts.
90/153 x 100% = 58.8%
round off to 60%
jac's leg is 60% of her entire height.
and thats close to 70%, jac can go be a model! :D
okay im just bored.
ATE VEGGIE at 12:06 AM
okay, this was hell long ago,
ziyu's /justin's birthday
cheng, jac, sandy and i went to arab street
to get some fabric. eh? isit that day? erm..
and yea, these are the lighters we made for ziyu! :D

another random pic from genting!
i need a handsome suit.
ATE VEGGIE at 11:11 PM
weee, 3D2N trip was hell fun!




OH WELL, having time table like 3pm-9pm sux.
esp when not having any classmates together.
OH WELL
idreadschoolreallyreallyreally.
ATE VEGGIE at 3:52 AM
ytd was hell tiring, went to acupuncture, and i almost died.
well, after that went to collect my passport ALONE.
clap please.
well, after that went to meet the classmates whereby i thot alot of them will
go, but in the end only cheng and sandy, went to shop a little, ( OKAY 5 to 6 hours to be exact )
and went to school to camwhore and collect work.




and if you're wondering what is
"TIGGGGER"
i've no idea too, ask huixuan!
ATE VEGGIE at 1:08 PM

im having a FREAKING running nose.
tissues and mucus are like free. damnit.
guess next will be a fever, thou i alrd felt the fever-ish.
hais,
ATE VEGGIE at 2:20 AM
Name: Lee Sheng Ming
Age: 17
Height: Unknown ( yea right, its just sensitive )
Appearance:
-oilyface
-tired eyes
-unequal height of ears
-messy hair
-criminal look
-handsome.
Reward:
Lee Sheng Ming's Tender Loving Care.
OH WELL.
bullshit aside, look at this cutie!
looks like the unequal height of ears started when i was young huh!
ATE VEGGIE at 1:44 AM

ziyu

Sufang

me.
oh well, it was the 2kg chair we made from cans.
the times where we wash it together, EEEWW YUCKS!
oh well, and cabrini! i've lost the link! kind to link me here again?!
thats if you read this! haha
and, brenda tripletttttttttttttttttt ): im so sorry sorry sorry.
i wanted to wish you on the very last min of your bday!
but i totally forgotten bout it, and the next day! it slipped off my mind again!
oh gosh! happy belated birthday yea ))))))):!
i heard it, twice.
ATE VEGGIE at 2:20 AM
It was Wancheng's birthday and we had lots fun @ mind's cafe!


HK acting the word out!

zebra trying to fly!

its suppose to be cheerleader!

we got so fascinated by this cute little machine!

" SM gonna win this game man!"

Next, TH and BBQ 09.


group OI!
im lazy to type anymore, since there are so many
pictures here alrd, and based on the last 3 sources,
i infered and concluded that my
favourite camera pose is a twist!

TWIST YOU!
ATE VEGGIE at 1:01 AM
Alright, so got some anger burst away these few days
regarding ____ stuffs. well, i've no idea why too.
perhaps i need some anger management, or maybe all
these will cease when my holiday officially starts tmr.
talked to edmund, my senior on msn,
it started off as some casual chat, ended up having some motivational,
kind of talk by him. haa, well it sure is useful.
thanks loads.
so, maybe im too agitated or something, shall apologize too all,
thats if, you read this post (:
and, HOLIDAYS STARTING IN 12HOURS ( + - ) TIME !!
and that means more time for that somebody! ;D
ATE VEGGIE at 1:21 AM
Well, sometimes it doesnt mean
that you put in your effort, sacrifice a few days/hours of sleep
putting your own school or whatsoever work aside,
to do a favour whereby nothing will be rewarded in return,
will means you will get recognised.
Being excited to accept the project, as things like
"do anything you like" and "its all up to you"
are being said, i believe it'll be MY work, and also will be proud
of the final outcome no matter what it is.
HOWEVER,
things happened and changed, i tried to compromised,
and alright, im OKAY with the decision, but who knows,
im okay, but others aint!
after one whole day of activity, i recieved the instructions to change
the unnecessaries. Lots of "if" and "what if" question whereby it'd be
easily answered with a little bit of effort being put in.
Things sound the total opposite, instructions given on the very
first day changed without any notice. felt so cheated,
Well, its "MY fault" again.
it wasnt being said verbally, but its obvious enough.
sacrificed yet a few more hours of my life to finish it, and again
false and fake answers were given and a
goontidoodadoo happened and boombala!
all my EFFORT and TIME fell into the drain.
im not complaining here because im a sore or whatso, but
i felt cheated as i wasted everything in exchange of nothing.
not being recognised and appreciated to be more specific.
i swear this wont ever happen again anymore.
(did i mention i didnt even recieve a single "THANKS" after everything is done? everything was taken for granted by them. now i THANK you pple.)
____________________________________________________
im not being a coward by not stating the actual event and the people,
but you know who you are, jolly well reflect on it.
but if you dont, and dont mind being bombard with lots of complains and maybe some vulgarities
as toppings, i wont mind telling you too (:
ATE VEGGIE at 9:11 PM

autocad autocad autocad autocad autocad x 10000000000000
its hell lot of work, DaDRA got maybe 2 drawings? and given 2 weeks to finish it.
this? 9 drawings? in less than a week we got to finish, not to mention its not designed
by us, thus we gotta go all the way down to measure the structure.
i almost DIED i swear, tried to finish everything ASAP, so to be able to go
for saturday which is today's meeting. well, i didnt managed to.
(sorry cheekai and haokiet)
and what? the 2, -insert name yourself if you noe- RAH!.
made me so fedup, being so, irresponsible, ( okay maybe me too, but i really got no choice here )
by not going down to the meeting, OH well,
-insert excuses that claimed to be reasons here-
thanks to it, all of us got to stay back tmr after zone comp,
that eats up my another few hours of time to finish my work.
-monday submission monday submission- continue chanting.
i swear im only half done over here, and im EXHAUSTED, mentally and physically.
its 12.18am here and i just gonna have my dinner started.
and i realised im being quite selfish all along in this post,
well, im stress here, pardon me.
( im telling myself im not stress so migraine doesnt strikes back, i failed eventually )
ATE VEGGIE at 12:08 AM
just when we all thought this block only have 1 module,
not as stress as few previous blocks with 2 modules!
hell approached.
-thunder roar-
alright, we've around 7 to 8 autoCAD drawing to finish
by this friday pin up, and submit on monday.
7 to 8, thats more than our final drawing for DaDRA.
measured TP's main security guardhouse, and wah, almost
died, now i cant understand a shit in the measurement.
after this asst, its a 1:20 scale model
that is made up of metal and wood?!
it spells out W-O-R-K-S-H-O-P again.
all the best shengming.
sometimes, i really hate it when i think too much.
ATE VEGGIE at 12:50 AM

went for acupuncture, for the 4th? session today.
so whats so special now, i went there with a flu/running nose/noseblock.
oh well, its just a flu.
hello? thanks to it i earned myself 4 more needles for free, and what else,
acupunture got this technique called 提插, i think.
its when the sensei twist and turn the needle to deepen/i donno what.
and you'll feel terribly pain/OOOOH~ 酸
not to mention i tried to wipe off my mucus thats dripping down constantly
and the needle on my hand drift slightly off the point and hurts like nobodies business.
well, i rejected 2 more needles whereby the sensei say it'll work instantly, but,
ITS 2 POINTS STRAIGHT RIGHT BESIDE MY NOSE!
now, thats scary.
ATE VEGGIE at 12:23 AM
well, its been a long time since i last hang out with stjohn peeps.
and so, an update bout cheryl's birthday celebration!
photos credit: ck tang!




we gotta put on lipstick and kiss on some note, so yea!

lipstick guys/gays
and now its game time, whereas cheryl
got to get 19 guys ( whom she think they're hot ) to write
her a birthday wish!



and we met this dude who treated us to a $90 bungee ride!

task completed!

jiali: eh, we're triplet so must show the triplet hand sign
SM: oh oh, okay okay! -show-, wait, brenda isnt here, i help her show also!
ATE VEGGIE at 3:38 AM
migraine attack yet yet again again,
well, at least this time it doesnt hurt like usual,
and no more roll-on-bed-routine as well.
acupunture? medication? or just the massage sensei taught.
no idea. The trigger? no idea too.
and $150 to genting from dad, $248 on new phone, and $400 for monthly allowance.
almost $1k from him within 2 days, felt so bad that i decided not to ask
money for expenses for genting.
well, watched bloody valentine before the migraine attack starts with
SJ peeps, funny like mad as usual.
and, i swear its a freaking gross show, 1000X more than
cockroaches
.jpg)
and well, hui was saying i dont look like a design student enough,
so i suggested something like this, peircings, perm long hair, with rainbow colours.
my aim eh! ((((:
ATE VEGGIE at 12:57 AM
alright, firstly, i emailed
headache society of singapore ( HSS )
which is like a group of neurologists and professionals erm,
i donno, raising the awareness of headaches to pple.
i emailed them my condition and this is what i get
"Dear Sheng Ming,
It appears you have a difficult headache problem,Please consult one of the headache specialist on our website for anopinion as without a thorough history and exam, it is difficult toadvise you
RegardsHSS"
-nods- thats bout it.
SOOOOO, i gotta clap hard for myself cos
i manage to go ALL THE WAY DOWN to orchard's TAKA's artfriend
to get my items for 3Dartfund.
A.L.O.N.E
i cant stand doing things alone, really. and i gotta really give credits to me today.
phew~
and this is my final piece!




its sheraine acting cute!
ATE VEGGIE at 11:41 PM
its haunting me, like a freaking shadow.
the phobia of it triggering off again.
installing a phobia of light into myself, and being sensitive
to changes of light intensity and colour of light is a nightmare for me.
"relax, dont think too much bout it, you'll be fine"
blah blah, i appreciate all these from all my friends, but i cant
convince myself still, its had always been on my mind.
" shit, am i going to get IT again!?"
i kept on asking, and supposedly i shld be more
fang xin cos i went for acupuncture,
but the $11 relpax pill failed and gave me
such dissapointment, i dare not put too much faith into anything.
im damn scared....
ATE VEGGIE at 8:24 PM


alright, went for a session of acupuncture today.
for what? migraine of cos, shall give it a try.
first time thou, was pretty scary, the moment the needle pokes
thru the skin, Oooo~ uch.
then when the sensei uses something like the 2nd pic,
whereby current is induced, OOOOOOOH~ spasmic vibration!!
my mum say its very 舒服, but i think its rather the opposite.
so, 4-5 needles on my head, and 2 on my feet,
will these tiny needle help to solve my 2 years of irritating migraine?!
shall see, after a few more sessions. hope it does thou.
ATE VEGGIE at 12:25 AM

i just survive yet another migraine attack.
its really on my nerve now, im having 2 attacks within a week alrd
and just the thot of having the next one, where who the hell will predict,
makes me feel so nauseous.
before the headache starts, theres this symtoms called, the
MIGRAINE AURA. whereby vision are being blocked/disrupted.
its a horrible and, gross feeling really, these pictures are
exactly, what im seeing when i have a migraine attack

and not to mention the full blown headache.
and,
all doctors are telling me the same freaking thing
and giving me medicine that only relief the pain temporary,
this sux, i want a proper and full treatment for this freaking illness.
fuck you migraine
ATE VEGGIE at 1:42 AM
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ATE VEGGIE at 12:52 PM
alright, kope-ed these photos from my sis's facebook,
and seriously my cat looks like a computer maniac!

SHE SITS ON MY LAPPY! OMGOMGOMG! AND SHE LOOKS LIKE A GHOST HERE!

and she hugs my house internet modem to sleep! awww!
MEOW~
(:
ATE VEGGIE at 10:48 PM
POP on last saturday, emcee for the LAST TIME I SWEAR.
it was super scary, and we were super unprepared for it,
but, okay lah, 有惊无险.




THE triplets!
3 LEEs
3 Lefties!

happy Vday (:
ATE VEGGIE at 3:08 AM
i hate myself for thinking too much
i hate myself for thinking negatively so much
i hate myself for being a pessimist
i hate myself for having moodswing so often
i hate myself getting emo for minor and unnecessary stuff
i hate myself for being myself....
i hate myself
ATE VEGGIE at 11:27 PM
Yesterday was POC, and these photos are being flashed out,


All these were taken when im 1 yearold plus, and..
please, im not a perv nor did i went thru sex change!
its just my sisters' doing!
and finally a NORMAL looking one.

aint i cute, AHHAHAH!
ATE VEGGIE at 11:42 PM
Okay, dont with ADT submission, thou group work is piece of dung,
no one to blame actually, hais.
okay, and family got some problem eh?
dajie and erjie came back and discuss with papa and mama.
argh, well, nothing much i can do, focus on your studies shengming.
so, so, the stressful feeling still clinches on me even thou ADT is over,
what makes it happen?
-POC, emcee speech. ( stop procrastinating Shengming )
-3D artfund, i cant do 3D, not like i can do 2D well, but, 3D is worse.
im really tired, i wanna do
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ATE VEGGIE at 12:34 AM
I GOT SOME F*CKING SCRATCHES ON MY LAPTOP SCREEN!
GRAH! what can i do, bear with it.
talking bout priority,
talking bout transparancy,
i've no idea whats going thru your mind.
i felt so insecure,
please tell me im oversensitive, thinking too much, pessimistic.
please....
ATE VEGGIE at 1:53 AM
and i got myself a pull up barrrrrrrrrr
and after much trial and error, without the installation manual.
i managed to fix it at some weird place!!
BUT IT WORKS PERFECTLY ( today, at least )


say
goodbye to
pushups and
hello to
PULLUPS!
ATE VEGGIE at 11:03 PM
Alright,
happy CNY to everyone, thou its chu 3 alrd! haha
and and and, random pics time!
Introducing Nicole sis and Wengguan from my Bbuilding group!

thou i hate to say this, nicole you look pretty here.

ADT field trip 2, act yi ge in this small box

me and a super huge
origami lamp!

Its a "colourful" day!

and,
so-strong-me and shijie's super heavy dumbbell ( is that how you spell it?! )
so, i wonder, sometimes.
ATE VEGGIE at 11:34 PM
And yea, taking a break from the assignments, ha
so this is some, pics, out of the 6000+++ pictures from my sis wedding.

PAPA & MAMA :D

Me, Da jie, San jie and brother

the 5 siblings
Yea, aida just sent an email telling us the assignment 2 for Archtecture DT is being pushed back to 4th feb, hmmmmmmm. i have some mixed feeling after knowing it,
Now that we've got longer time to finish it, but we'll waste our "end of block"
the 2/3 days of total freedom, damn.
and...
to you (:
ATE VEGGIE at 11:08 PM
I realised i haven been updating my blog regularly
then, other than projects and outings , nothing much
happened actually,
belows are pictures from ADT field trips



Yea, and today went out with primary school dudes!
wangliang, john, solana, karen, iris, huifang and ting turned up!
had lunch together and i've to rush off for project thats due tmr =(
and CNY is around the corner yet i've gotten N-O-T-H-I-N-G for it.
i better do some shopping and haircutting someday. -nods-

& i love this picture
ATE VEGGIE at 6:53 PM

so what, first day of school?
i woke up with a migraine attack.
what to do? skip school duh, afterwards went to
visit a doctor regarding it.
he prescribe this pill name RELPAX that cos $11 per pill.
of cos, he gave me one only as he say its very strong, and only want
me to try. if it still doesnt work, he'll refer me to some specialist.
rights so the above pictures shows the total amount of pills
i have for this stupid illness named migraine.
3 types of pain killers, one for nauseous and another uper strong one.
damn you migraine.
ATE VEGGIE at 10:43 PM

bro and i, zilian? ha.

fireworks yoh!
a hectic week yea, no time to blog bout it.
had so much stuff over the week, sis wedding, iceskate with
xinyi and friends, and of cos 09 countdown!
lots of photo actually, but none of them are on my hand!
so happy new year peeps!
and now i shall countdown to school reopens!!
gosh~
ATE VEGGIE at 5:45 PM
so yea, the thing that we logistic/people who helped feel most proud of,
tada tada~ campfire!!!
not to mention we gotta soak the firewood in the kerosene and dry them
for days,

drain coverSSSS < zinc sheetSSS < sand(SSSSS) < lots of firewood!

and, the blazing fire!
just a random post actually, photos credits to cheekai.
ATE VEGGIE at 1:54 AM
rights, dotc ended.
so, it was quite a fun camp, but i simply cant get hyped up for
some reason. not sure what are they but im just not myself
through out the whole camp.
alright, looks like im still quite busy til school starts,
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
RANDOM PICS TIME!!!!


(:
ATE VEGGIE at 10:22 PM
yea, back from 4d3n NCO camp,
was hell tired, and now?
just finished unpacking my stuffs, gonna start packing stuff
for DOC.
-waves-
ATE VEGGIE at 9:35 AM
alright, a quick blog post just before my camp starts!
went to sentosa with 4E2 ytd, or shld i say a small part of it.
suppose to be a bigger group but somehow, i donno how, it ended up
to have only a few.
talked bout each other life and stuffs, and we found out that...
david, seanfang, markchan, weiming,
HAVE GIRLFRIENDS! LIKE )#%*&%!)@$@$(*&(%#@
so we were quite depressed for awhile, and we've came up with this
new year resolution: get a girlfriend, or at least a target.
HA!
alright, so i shall get some rest now, for 2 hours i guess,
and prepare for the camp!
bye pple(:
ATE VEGGIE at 2:29 AM
its officially holiday!!
finished everything and yea, went to bugis,
planned to catch some movie but went to have dinner instead.

SO MUCH TALLER!!

OH WHATS THAT?!

this cute little hat-look-alike xmas tree!!
so we went to have our dinner and went to
the usual "ah chew dessert" to have some sweeeeeties~
and i taught them the game one dot...

PRETTY YOHXZXZ!
get to enjoy? yea, its time to relax, for 2 weeks at least.
oh theres camp? oh, campS.
alright...

hana, cheng, and i. PRESENTATION DAY!
ATE VEGGIE at 12:20 AM
so today, another chaos and hectic day.
everyone's rushing for final assignment.
and this is the dotting drawing i've done, like spent donno how long
to do this.

DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT

ants attack!!
somewhat my final, but i did touch up a little more.
so, went down to look at other's final presentation,
yea, and right, we've to wear super formal today, like long sleeve+pants.
and i've got to help those girls to bring their bags down,

and wancheng exclaims: " DAMN GAY LEH YOU, im gonna take a pic of you "
ATE VEGGIE at 10:09 PM
currently in vong's house with mui.
suppose to do our work, but...

OMG

mad mui

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ahhhhhhhhhhh
AND IM RuNNING OUT OF TIME

and yet im trying out photoshop.
ATE VEGGIE at 9:42 PM
course ended, which means i've more time for my beauty sleep.
:D
but work? not yet.
presentation? wednesday onwards.
work done?
-half of section
-considered finished storey plans
work not done?
-another half of section
-those not considered finished storey plans
-3 perspective rendered with human in it
-presentation slides
and on saturday,
olivia slot this card in my folder,
" Everyday's a new day!
cheers Lee Sheng Ming!
i can lend you my 耳朵 if you need!
but must O 耳朵P 耳朵! "
what are sisters for? thanks man! (:
ATE VEGGIE at 11:14 PM

tried some editing with photoshop, thanks to rasyid who
taught me these little skills
alright, my hair is still too long,
cutcutcutcutcut.
and holiday's approaching,
sentence like " can't wait for it " is like so overrated,
but.. WHO CARES! i really cant wait for it.
and...
sjab + school work can really kills, i swear.
now i really understand how the seniors feel when im new!!
ATE VEGGIE at 1:17 AM
okay, shall post up my hair cut photos!
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before my haircut yea, taken by joelle!

tada, bangs-alike, and check out my eye bagS!

and, edited by rasyid!! its a popart style!
okay, so i asked for a swap of position, but, sadly...
so rights! bear with it, its only a few days,
theres always next year!!
...
...
...
thou i seriously doubt i'd have another chance
ATE VEGGIE at 12:12 AM